I think a lot about fiction. It's important to me to write the kind of fiction that affects all of you and leaves you feeling better than when you started my story. For that, I think you have to feel the truths the story grew from. One of the things I write about is "neurodivergence." So let me tell you about one of mine. Early on, I was diagnosed with ADD. Now, whether that was out of concern for my well being, or my 3rd grade teacher wanted to get the only Black child removed from her classroom, we will never know. Today, there’s much more clarity in the research around ADD, than there was thirty years ago. For instance, one thing that was not caught until recently was its connection to narcolepsy. That was a whammy prize I didn't open until my early twenties, and only after I fell asleep in traffic and nearly killed myself. The narcolepsy side has affected my life just as much as the ADD. Maybe more so. Here's what it is to be narcoleptic, at least for me: Obviously, I don't drive long distances without medication. What's particularly frustrating is when I'm writing or reading something complex (doesn't matter how interesting it is), my brain blue screens itself. Too much data, not enough bandwidth, I guess. That's the worst because there really is no fighting it. Just have to ride it out. It's not like in Adam Sandler movies (that kind is rather rare), at least not for me, though the neurologists who did the sleep study told me they had not seen my particular kind of narcolepsy before. My brain is apparently, "weird." I was not comforted by their excitement. Nobody wants to be a medical mystery. Being narcoleptic means, every once in a while, my knees give out (cataplexy). It means, I can't always trust my own memory. There are gaps. Ask my wife. When I was younger, I suffered from sensory overload, when even my thoughts were too loud, and I'd hide my head under a pillow until the world settled down. That's become much more manageable over the years. To my surprise, narcolepsy also means depression. For the most part, I keep that to myself. Other people have it way worse. With my brain chemistry, it's like I'm at the edge of a cliff and have to see the terrible things that are down there, but I don't fall in. When it happens, it's a surprise, but the feeling goes away pretty quickly. I'll count that as a win. Being narcoleptic also means watching my youngest daughter with some trepidation because narcolepsy is genetic, and she is so much like me, it's kind of scary: daredevil-at-an early-age, level-ten-trickster energy. All things considered, I'd rather she get my ADD minus the narcolepsy. But that's not my call, and to be honest, I really, really like my perspective; I don't know how much of any of this is interwoven with the way I see the world. The way I experience words. My sense of empathy. The wall of thinking that protects me from my worst impulses (and the depression). The dreams while awake. I don't know. I'm lucky. I still get to do the things in life that I want with some additional guardrails in place. But as a teacher and language expert, I see so many kids who don't get those protections. They're told they’re lazy, or feel like failures because their minds do not conform to expectations which are always lagging behind the truth. Adults too. The ones who came out damaged because they couldn't see what they were. Nobody explained it to them, and they never got their moment of insight. That's one of the reasons I write stories like Daydreamer. I hope that finding stories like this will help. To me, neurodivergence means learning how to live a life beyond a constellation of symptoms. Not just finding your place in society because, eww. Instead, living like you are poetry. Poetry is exactly what you are.
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Black Men Reading Speculative Fiction. Tempest Bradford put it best: "Like it Says on the Can." Zig Zag Claybourne invited me to read in formation with some real truth seekers and heat speakers: Maurice Broaddus, Gerald L. Coleman, Errick Nunnally, and the Milton Davis. I read from my work in progress, my current obsession, Burn It All Down: The True Story of Hurricane Jane.
It's an alternate history weird western that crosses borders and empires. For the last five years, it's buried me up to my neck in the histories and mythos of West Africa, Mexico, Europe, and Native American nations, particularly the Haudenosaunee (Iroquois). I think I have about seven thousand more words to write before I start revisions. But I haven't been this excited for a story since Day Dreamer. The reading went well.
"Is this fire or is this FIRE??!! Do we need a water hose? Let the church say..." - ZIG-ZAG CLAYBOURNE Solarpunk everything is a topic I am deeply invested in. If we are to have a future that is not a gestalt dystopia, this is it. In the past five years, I have written several essays on the subject: In Search of Afro-Solarpunk: Parts One and Two |
The Dark City As A Hot Place To Be_from Solarpunk Magazine-issue-6.pdf | |
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Participants: Rob Cameron (me), Alex Shvartsman, Trisha J. Wooldridge, Anne E.G. Nydam, Sarah Smith
Hey Everyone,
Saturday, February ninth, I'm moderating the Language in SFFH panel at BOSKONE. As I've done in past panels I moderated, I will create a live document of the event with the commentary I found most interesting along with the people who said them. I'll add links and recommendations later. People who are live in the audience will be able to add their questions and comments to the document. So, if you're interested in language, linguistics, speculative fiction, AND you're in Boston tomorrow, you should show up!
Saturday, February ninth, I'm moderating the Language in SFFH panel at BOSKONE. As I've done in past panels I moderated, I will create a live document of the event with the commentary I found most interesting along with the people who said them. I'll add links and recommendations later. People who are live in the audience will be able to add their questions and comments to the document. So, if you're interested in language, linguistics, speculative fiction, AND you're in Boston tomorrow, you should show up!
Below is "Sis' Bouki: the Hyena Gifts" in the January/February 2023 issue of the Magazine of Fantasy & Science Fiction. It was my second pro poetry sale. The year before, it was "The Crow's Church" in Star*Line.
In 2023, I also sold two more stories, flash and short. Following my essay in Solarpunk Magazine on solarpunk noir, "The Dark City is a Hot Place to Be," I sold my first solarpunk noir novelette "Ice Like Honey," to a joint project between Darthmouth College's Speculative Fiction Project and Light Speed Magazine. August 6th of this year, my middle grade novel Daydreamer comes out from Labyrinth Road, Random House Kids.
Up to this point, I've been simultaneously writing, teaching full time in a public school, producing a pro-paying story podcast, and helping to lead Brooklyn Speculative Fiction Writers, the largest, most active, and coolest speculative fiction writers group in New York F#$@! City. But now that I'm a full time husband and father of two, the multi-tasking is coming to an end. It has to. I'm on mission.
So, here I am doing the self-promotion thing, which I kind of hate. But in watching brother Zig-Zag, Milton Davis, Justin Key, Oghenechovwe Donald Ekpeki, and Maurice Broaddus, I've leaned the lesson. If you don't say it, people don't know. So letting you know: My 2024 goal is to switch it up and write full time. That means, novels, comics, video games, short stories, essays. If you know of a pro-paying connect, please, let me know. I'm pretty good, and oh, have I got some stories to tell.
Below, see exhibit 1,001.
In 2023, I also sold two more stories, flash and short. Following my essay in Solarpunk Magazine on solarpunk noir, "The Dark City is a Hot Place to Be," I sold my first solarpunk noir novelette "Ice Like Honey," to a joint project between Darthmouth College's Speculative Fiction Project and Light Speed Magazine. August 6th of this year, my middle grade novel Daydreamer comes out from Labyrinth Road, Random House Kids.
Up to this point, I've been simultaneously writing, teaching full time in a public school, producing a pro-paying story podcast, and helping to lead Brooklyn Speculative Fiction Writers, the largest, most active, and coolest speculative fiction writers group in New York F#$@! City. But now that I'm a full time husband and father of two, the multi-tasking is coming to an end. It has to. I'm on mission.
So, here I am doing the self-promotion thing, which I kind of hate. But in watching brother Zig-Zag, Milton Davis, Justin Key, Oghenechovwe Donald Ekpeki, and Maurice Broaddus, I've leaned the lesson. If you don't say it, people don't know. So letting you know: My 2024 goal is to switch it up and write full time. That means, novels, comics, video games, short stories, essays. If you know of a pro-paying connect, please, let me know. I'm pretty good, and oh, have I got some stories to tell.
Below, see exhibit 1,001.
Hi All,
I shared the stage with a mix of academics and writers, Mark Painter (m), Daniel José Older he/him, JR Dawson, and Roxanne Reddington-Wilde. This was my third panel of the convention. In some ways my most challenging. There is a lot to be said about the how and why of researching history. What does the author get out of the process? What's the correct relationship between the research and the needs of the story?
There were some lovely points made that are worth remembering. Daniel José Older compared the writing of history into a story to writing music: the historic details are the chorus. Both he and JR Dawson talked about the people history forgot, except perhaps in the footnotes, and the joy behind giving them a voice, and making them real again at least on the page. In some ways, you are immortalizing them. There is fluidity and flexibility in the process of choosing just right details to use, regardless of the likely massive amounts of research you might have done to prepare and build your world. There are many access points that you have to the story.
One thing I didn't bring up is a practical concern. If you are writing for yourself or self-publishing, the barriers between you and your audience are minimal, but that also means there are fewer trained people to help you refine your writer's voice and tell you what is and isn't working. So be careful. If the point of your story is to bring to life as accurately as possible to a beloved moment in time, then you run the risk of it creating a fascinating heuristic, which, while having great instructional value, may end up being less entertaining to a larger audience, because it misses the fundamental point of why we tell stories.
If you are writing to be seen by an agent and then editor, the more you can do to clarify the point of your story, the often discussed "third rail," the easier you will make it on yourself and on them. It's this emotional core that drives your story from scene to scene, moment to moment, from beginning to end. Knowing this will make it much easier in the revision and rewriting phase, which (IMO) is where the real writing truly begins. Instead of rewriting 100k words, you will only have to rewrite 30k.
One more thing about research. There are plenty of people whom you can reach out to who know more about a subject than you do. Academics love to talk about their work, and the ones who can do it well are often easy to find. Approach them with respect, don't be thirsty, and you will save yourself a ton of frustration, get insights from somebody who has had years to process the information and distill it down to really interesting insights. You may even make a new friend!
PS: Because I said I'd do it, here is a resource for writers wanting to accurately represent language, real or made-up (but mostly made-up). It's a great book and infinitely helpful: The Art of Language Invention by David J Peterson.
Sin and Syntax by Constance Hale is another great resource, but for completely different reason. It's ostensibly a grammar book, but in showing you the correct function of part of speech, Constance actually teaches you how to choose the just right detail. It approaches the problem sideways and I'm here for it.
Another great panel! It's been awhile since I've been on a legitimately terrible panel. Props to all the people at Arisia, Boskone, Readercon, and others for working so hard (for free) to create communities and keep us coming back for more.
David Friedman, he/him, moderated the panel and if you missed it, I think you can reach out to him for notes. I joined JR Dawson, Morgan Crooks, and Zareh Artinian he/him. Panels like this are meant for authors who want to write about education in the future, but when you get a bunch of educators in one room without the administration, even speculative writers, we are going to talk about the present, the challenges of teaching here and now. And so it was.
JR Dawson, very early on, brought up the topic of educational technology disparities of rich and poor in the Mid-West during the Pandemic, and this became something of a theme of the conversation. David near quoted Gibson, "the future is distribute unevenly."
What we find is that the technology of the now actually has a ton of beneficial attributes; the A.I. revolution of angry robots hasn't quite hit us. But outcomes dictate policy, policy dictates allocation, and allocation is dictated by history. So for the writer of the future, I recommend focusing on this hierarchy. We want a revolution in priorities. But revolutions are not nearly as spontaneous as they seem and can have a long burn, unrecognizable in the moment. We are in the middle of multiple chaotic shifts in education.
It is the opinion of this writer that there is huge opportunity for stories discussing near future outcomes and that they need not all be sci-fi. Harry Potter and magic schools are very popular. You can get around some of the tech hurdles and just play with the policies. Has there every been a magic school book that focused on the teachers and the people who create the school? The closest that I know of is the Magicians, but it was still student focused.
Something to think about.
If you're reading this, thank you! Please consider buying my book, Daydreamer. People are saying very cool things about it. Like this:
“An achingly well written story about the blurry line between reality and magic in childhood--and the heartbreaking ways it can be shattered.”
--Shannon Chakraborty, New York Times best-selling author.
Some of you may have noticed a big change to my header. That is the cover for my debut novel Daydreamer, drawn by Dion MBD. The art is so good it honestly took my mind a good week to really see everything that was going on here. The more I stare at it, the deeper I fall into a Miyazaki film. It's two arms elbow deep, one in the material world, the other in dream. Just look at it! Clickity, click, look at it up close! It's. A. Freaking. Feast.
So now that I have your attention, it's a good time to tell you that Daydreamer is available for pre-order now!
I'll be on the internets more and more to talk about how proud I am of this story, what I think it means to me, and what I hope it means to others, but for now, I'm going to leave you with the wonderful words of Carlos Hernandez, Pura Belpré Award winning author of Sal and Gabi Break the Universe:
“Cameron’s sentences are laden with magic, stuffed to spilling with the stuff of dreams. Through them, he takes us on a journey that’s personal, poignant, phantasmagoric, and profound.”
So now that I have your attention, it's a good time to tell you that Daydreamer is available for pre-order now!
I'll be on the internets more and more to talk about how proud I am of this story, what I think it means to me, and what I hope it means to others, but for now, I'm going to leave you with the wonderful words of Carlos Hernandez, Pura Belpré Award winning author of Sal and Gabi Break the Universe:
“Cameron’s sentences are laden with magic, stuffed to spilling with the stuff of dreams. Through them, he takes us on a journey that’s personal, poignant, phantasmagoric, and profound.”
Hi everyone,
I'm back at Arisia! My panels are:
I'm moderating the panel on Mythology. If you are there live, I will give the audience a link to access the document I'll be creating for the conversation in progress. You'll be able to comment and ask questions. Normal rules of etiquette apply, and they come down to, "Don't be a disrespectful jerk."
See you there.
I'm back at Arisia! My panels are:
- Mythology for Fictional Worlds / Friday, Marina Ballroom, 8:30 pm
- Education for the Future/ Saturday, Marina Ballroom, 10:00 am
- Writing History with Authenticity/ Sunday, Faneuil, 10:00 am
- Not Yet Done with Dragons/ Sunday, Stone, 5:30 pm
I'm moderating the panel on Mythology. If you are there live, I will give the audience a link to access the document I'll be creating for the conversation in progress. You'll be able to comment and ask questions. Normal rules of etiquette apply, and they come down to, "Don't be a disrespectful jerk."
See you there.
I guess I'm a liar. Not on purpose though! Life has been coming at me like an avalanche. So let me run it down.
This happened last February.
The story that started me on my writer's journey is in the hands of someone who loves it as much as I do. Thank you @BatgirlEditor, @barrygoldblatt, and @BSFWriters pic.twitter.com/rTBj1lcoHh
— Rob Cameron (@cprwords) February 11, 2022
And this was today, June 8th, 2023. Publishers getting super excited about my book!
Summer '24 can't get here soon enough. https://t.co/EZRvg2uxdM
— Rob Cameron (@cprwords) June 8, 2023
Working on a solar punk noir novelette with Dartmouth College scientist Helene Serrousi that will be published in Lightspeed Magazine.
And I'm just scratching the surface. So. Much. News. Anyway, back to life! Back to reality!
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